Disarray

That is my life.

No matter what I do, it is never enough.  My failures are fodder for jokes and anger. 

My only real choice for survival is to become even more apart… more isolated.  I can not deal with anyone anymore.  I am tired of being beat down.  All my efforts amount to nothing…

3 thoughts on “Disarray

  1. I’m sorry you are feeling this way. I’m sure your efforts are more meaningful than you realize. There’s lots of support right here at wordpress that has been very helpful for me. Hang in there. You are not alone. I wish you the best on your journey. I look forward to following your journey. Have a “good” day.
    Peace,
    Tammy:)

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