This last week, I tried to move onto a different sleep schedule, with varying amounts of success. Most days I was able to stay up about 10-12 hours, and was then able to sleep. The problem still comes in when I try to get up. Sometimes I was able to get up… sometimes not.
It is still the outside world that is giving me problems. I have been feeling like I need to be up at certain times… at least I feel some internal pressure to. That means I end up sleeping too long. I did that just this last night. I should have got up about 2am, but did not.
it will take a while to get it all to work out. 2 years ago it took me almost a month to finally get into the pattern. So I will keep trying. It is just very draining at times.
I have given myself some small rewards for getting up some days – that has helped too. So I still have plans, and am still working on it. Wish me luck!