Halloween… I used to really like it… when I was a kid.

Now Halloween just shoots my anxiety thru the roof.  It’s been like that for a long time, and does not get any better.  I use extra meds, but it does not help much.  I usually turn off the lights, and hide.

There is candy to hand out, but I will probably have to wait for Lori to get home before I can do anything.  And I feel very bad about it.  I am letting the kids down.

It’s probably not as bad as it seems to me, but that thought does not help me feel any better.