The lack of response indicates I was wrong about all this. Maybe I am asking too much. I can’t stop the way my brain works. It is all my fault as always.
Everyone is mad at me… at least I think so. There is no-one who actually tells me anything. It is very hard to know what is right, when no-one will talk to me. It leaves me groping in the dark. Making mistakes, and making things worse. Alone.
All my life, my detractors have been right. It’s just me.