There are plenty of Days. There never seems to be a shortage. There is often a shortage of my will to keep pushing forward. Some days I just can’t keep going. And if I am honest… most days there are down periods. So I work on to make things a little easier.
I accept my agoraphobia… my social-phobias. I can live with them. There are things I can not do – today. I am not broken… I am just different. Whatever the reason, this is what I have.
Over the last few years I have written about much of my experience here. There have been long quiet times when I could not figure out what to do at all… and times I have made more progress. But I keep trying.
You won’t read about a lot of parties, or trips to Europe here. Just about one small boring life, trying to get by. And I do just fine… thank you. So I hope to hear the faint rustles of people finding something worthwhile here. 🙂