Daily Archives: December 11, 2013

My Own Worst Enema? What?? OOoOOooohh…

I know I tend to make things harder for myself, and people tend to not know what to do.  Eventually, I feel so isolated that I reach out too publically. 

It’s like shooting myself in the foot… I’m not getting anywhere with this.

But it’s OK.  I have been here before, and I know the way out… at least I think I do.  And that feels like enough right now.

So I guess I will work out the details, and move on.  And I am by no means the only person that lives this way.  There are many who struggle to fit in because things don’t quite connect the same way.  Some are more obvious… some less so.  Some of us spend decades learning how to behave in order to pass.  It is not as fun as it sounds.

So I will find a way past my latest setbacks, use my new knowledge (see previous Blog), and move forward.

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Things are a lot more like they used to be, than they are today…

Yea… I don’t know either.

I have not been Blogging because I have got as far as I can.  I am at a point, where they next thing I need to do in my life, is beyond my reach at this point.  So I am waiting.

Things have been up and down – mostly down.  But at least I know where I am!  So that is better than a couple of months ago.

Also I have lost my last social contact – facebook.  So I no longer have a place to reach out… or look for help.

But most of my life has been like that.  All my fault… I know.