I know I have not written for too long… but it has been a mentally busy time.  I have had a lot of ups and downs.

I tried very hard to be involved in a 4th of July party, but ultimately, I did not have the energy to go.  It was a big down point for me.

And I have been dragged down farther because of my loss of my therapist.  It all seems so surreal.  After 8-1/2 years to be just put off so easily – by email.  It all seems like I will wake up from it at any moment.

But I won’t…

I think I am doing okay, but I know there are many things I need help with – I keep thinking of things I need to talk about in session.  And I have barely scratched the surface.

So I will try to move forward, and write more here.  I just feel abandoned, and more alone.  That will not pass.