If there is one thing that has been a constant part of my life, it is that everyone will eventually abandon me. Everyone.
I push most away, but some leave on their own. Either way, the result is the same. I have been here before, and will be here again. I never quite get used to it.
And here I am again.
Yup… this is as good as it gets. Now I transition into making do with what I have, and not putting energy into trying to get better. My former psychologist has offered to help me find someone knew to see, but that can not happen.
Starting to see someone new is too high a hurdle for me to leap, and I can not even imagine it. So the break is permanent, and I am on my own from here on out. I do not know where I am going, but it will not be far from where I am.
This may come as disappointing news to my friends, because I will not get better, and I will not be able to be a better friend. I will try though…
This last week have been the rollercoaster ride from Hell, and I just want that to be over so I can figure out what to do now.
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