Every day is a struggle.  I get that.  Not a problem.  But it wears me out.  I have to talk myself into simple things… like having dinner.  It all takes a lot of energy, and it drains my reserves.  But I know it helps in the long run.  I will feel better for having done things.

Today I am worn out.  I do not have any energy left.  I have been in bed most of the day… just resting, and letting my mind wonder.  I have not been trying to do things, or think about things.  It is nice.

There are things that need to be done, but I simply will not care much about that today.  I need to let myself be lazy, and relax some days.  I may have energy later… but probably not.  I do not see much chance of that.

Tomorrow is Monday – my normal mental day off.  I may still need that too.  And I do not care!

Anyone want to join me?