(Nov. 6, 2012) Yup… my anxiety is up as the results start to come in. This happens every 4 year to my brain. I had a session scheduled for tomorrow morning, and just like 4 years ago, I had to move it. I should have realized when I made it, that I will be up too late.
Today, I am feeling more relaxed. I know the right-wing hysteria will continue, and I will have to keep trying to avoid it. I just can not handle their views. There is no logic to them, and they have a hard time with the truth. But that is a topic for my other Blog.
There was a time in my life when I was happy to argue about politics… that time is long gone. Now it raises my anxiety so much, so fast, I crash out. I have even unfriended a few people on Facebook because of it. I don’t want to argue.
I have learned to fight where I need to, and back off when I can. But I can not handle argument much anymore. I worry about the future of the world as well as our country, and it matters to me how we move forward. It matters a lot.
The greater the importance of the issue, the greater the potential anxiety in dealing with people who don’t get it. I can not, and will not deal with those people. Some people will not learn… I can not stop that.
So now that the election is over, I can relax a bit. I do not need to worry so much about getting into an argument about politics. There will be less to avoid. I am happier today.